What are you doing in my dream, Kim JaeJoong?

Damn! Senses OVERLOAD!

Ok, I don't know where this came from. I was just like 'Oh my god! What just happened? What is he doing here in MY dream?!'

Ok, so to give you a clearer picture and please no bashing or hate spams ok, I was just reading them not being an active participant and agreeing to everyone of them; I was stalking reading some forums lately where they talked about celebrity secrets. Some of them were really astonishing and while I was completely suprised, some of the users there were like, 'Yeah I already knew about it, doesn't take a genius to figure it out.' Wow then I must have been really clueless and ignorant of my their surroundings. Anyways, they soon started to talk about gay/bi/lesbian-ism in South Korea and since South Korea is a pretty conservative society, the worst these celebrities would have to face after coming out from their closet would have been being disbanded by their own family. And soon the topic of discussion followed YunJae - the holy of the holiest ships. They were talking about YunHo being gay but JaeJoong being a straight but only YunHo was the exception for him and what not. And one of the users there was very kind to post this link which had them slowly convinced that yes indeeed YunJae was for real, not for just some fanservice.

Thanks to that user, I ended up following that link and now it has me convinced that their relation runs deeper than that of a bond between brothers - lovers or not? And I don't know why all of a sudden there he was - Kim Jaejoong in my dream.

In my dream, I was in a very grand up-scale building - like the SM headquarters or whatever that is that has the fans waiting 24/7 right outside their building. I was in a hurry to get out from that building as the main important figure of that building had said that the building would close within the next 5 minutes seeing as there were some really important military figures and they needed to talk with them in private. Yeah, you ask me what are the military even doing inside an entertainment business? Anyways I was in a hurry to run down all the 5 flights of stairs seeing that I didn't want to use the lift - or more likely because I have lack of knowlegde on how to operate it. And just as I was running on my way downstairs, there he was - in a wheelchair. LOL. I know I was like What The Fish? I blame it on the overdose of King 2Hearts because he was using that exact wheelchair Lee Yoon Ji was using.



Forget the kiss, the wheelchair! The WHEELCHAIR!



I don't know how I knew him but it automatically came out from my mouth, "When are you coming?" I was more likely referring to my home. And let me tell you I ain't no Cassie or even JaeJoong biased in the first place, so I'm just as confused when I heard myself ask that question. I think my shoes were really slippery so it took a lot of control to stop right on time to turn around the corner and just then he had one of his hand out for me to grab. I managed to hold onto his fingers lightly. And I don't know what happened after that but I do remember my heart beating really fast, something about his face just then was too captivating. The only thing I remember while looking at his face was that he was really beautiful and admiration-worthy. And I remember asking myself in my head "Why are you like this? I like you." He smiled and then replied 'Later.' I don't know whether I leaned in for a kiss on the cheek or not but I do remember that what few people were looking at our direction could clearly figure out we were more than close to be really comfortable to be behaving like that in public but in the back of my head I knew for sure we were NOT lovers. I guess some really close friends who had no problem touching each other.

And then I remember running down those damned flight of stairs with him slightly smiling at me (I don't have eyes at my back but somehow I knew, it's a dream if you remember, some really illogical stuffs happen there.) And before I could continue cursing those long long stairs and resume my run my mom barged into my room and started nagging, "How long are you gonna sleep? It's 8 already." 7's the time limit in my house.

Ok, that was it. I don't even know why I dreamt of him. Maybe it's because I read a lot of that YunJae post and the gifs were an overload on my brain. But what I do know now is that I've been eyeing JaeJoong and the rest of then a real lot lately. Damn his movie - Code Name: Jackal, not that I've been able to watch it.

This post is just what I dreamt in my dream and not some work of fiction, I just wanted to share this really out of the blue experience with you guys. And for the rest of those who viewed this post I want to make it clear that I have nothing against South Korea or the gay/bi/lesbos there. In fact I support the fact that they choose to follow their own preference rather than plainly accepting what the society expects out of them. And the secret thread is not something you have to believe in, it's just that it sounds really logical if you look at it from an un-biased view

Till then later, earthlings..